Thursday, August 4, 2011

The reason








A frown appears on her serene face and her green eyes darken
as the faint cool breeze touches the back of her neck
and picks up tendrils of her hair to paint streaks of worry
on her smooth complexion.
Foreboding stiffens her posture,
becomes rigid and erect,
as the blue skies turn grey, then black,
washing away every smile and all color,
and the wind starts to howl around the cobblestone streets,
lifting dust and leaves and skirts in the air,
creating hunched down figures, rushing
to escape the cold, to escape the north wind,
to escape from the winds of change.

And this winter raged long, blasting through roaring fires,
stealing the steam off mugs of hot chocolate,
as she watched the once lively streets become empty deserted alleys
where windows mirrored the long leaden faces of house-bound children,
exhausted by games of scrabble and scolds to cease the running in the hallways,
their eyes reflecting the cold silver grey of the trees,
willing them to change, to change back to green,
to come back to life and emerge from this everlasting winter.

Despair sunk through her soul, driving away her peaceful smile,
banishing the spark of hope that once danced in her eyes,
and with leaden feet she climbed the stairs
to her room, to the cupboard, to her richly embroidered valise
and resigned, she starts to fill it,
with her colorful scarves, peasant skirts and broken dreams,
before settling in her chair to wait for the dawn
which will lead her through the winding road
to another place, another time, and another dream...

Yet the daybreak brought her footsteps, brought a knock to her front door,
which when opened brought a fragrant touch of the warm south wind
that melted away the darkness, the despair, the hopeless grim surrender,
and a rush of heat flooded through her, bringing back her cheery grin
and dancing eyes, reigniting the flame of passion and desire,
which she embraced with abandon, accepted without question,
for before her was the reason, was the answer to her prayers...







Friday, July 8, 2011

Black and white








As the sunlight feeds the shadows,
so a silver glow is spread
by the moon in deepest darkness
where the brave ones dare to tread,
and befriend the inner demons
that are hidden in their soul,
for the light and dark united
is what makes the psyche whole.





Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Hidden consciousness






Tears overflow from dreams into wakefulness

as the past and the present

intertwine to form

a consciousness which

until now was locked

in the hidden chambers of my mind.


picture credit: http://browse.deviantart.com/?q=DREAMY&order=9&offset=96#/duks9h



Saturday, June 11, 2011

Broken Windows





I wish I could see myself, just for a day,

for an hour, to see what you see…


Would I see a girl striding through this here life

with a strength and a stance to match,

who’s cushioned the blows that don’t leave a mark

who’s risen against the odds?

And does she cruise flighty and carefree each day

through streets with golden planes,

gifted with flair from the hands of the gods

that rule the night skies to refrains?


Or would I spot glimpses of tortured scarred flesh

that burns to a constant stream

of pain that’s residing so deep in her soul,

yet bound by an endless scream?

A scream of abandonment, careless denial,

for a love that she gladly bestowed

into the hands of a traitorous being,

who’s word’s but an empty echo…


I wish I could see myself, just for a day,

as that confident façade that reigns,

instead of submitting to unspoken fears

so deeply entrenched in my veins.



picture credit: http://browse.deviantart.com/?q=broken&order=9&offset=48#/d2uhs59





Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Revelation







When the heavens intervene,
subtle images appear,
little pieces start to fall,
in your psyche as they sear,
through the blinkers placed in time
over eyes that chose to rest,
behind ignorance that soothes
nerves unraveled by the test
of acknowledging unwanted
truths we hide, prefer to change
into reasoning man-made,
in a limited dark range.






Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Temptation







Let me lead you to temptation,
let me sway your will to cede,
close your eyes and follow that
which my touch you to will lead,
and forget yourself in me
as my whisper takes you deep
into my arms where you'll find
the fulfillment of that need,
that is smold'ring in your eyes,
that is burning through your skin,
let me take you to the darkness,
to the pleasures born in sin.





Monday, April 11, 2011

Touch







Every footprint that I make
will be washed from this here shore,
yet the touch I leave today
will remain forever more.





Saturday, April 9, 2011

Before dawn







In the silence and the darkness in a cold and moonless night,
it's an anguished scream that tears through the soul with all its might,
as the dark fear has a grip on your limbs and on your heart,
takes the breath from hope that's seeking your direction to re-chart.
Feel the anguish, feel the pain, feel the deeds that brought regret,
feel the anger, feel the heartache of the past you can't reset,
and the dark will turn to shadows, turn to dawn if you have time,
walk towards this unseen promise, in the daybreak church bells chime.