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How can I explain the compulsion, the drive,
the absolute must, to get out, bow out,
hand back, absolve myself of responsibility
and disappear into nothing, in no-where-land,
remove myself out of past, present and future,
from anything and everything that is,
from any evolvement hereon after,
become untraceable, a forgotten illusion,
and I pray, I too, may forget.
There are days I feel like that...
ReplyDeletethat was intense and to tell you the truth, I too want this feeling many times. Lovely, I could relate to it so very much that it seems you have described my own inner feeling.
ReplyDeletePowerful, Shadow!
ReplyDeleteThank you for this enjoyable post
ReplyDeleteYeah, sometimes we want to vanish
ReplyDeleteDarlin' no explanation is needed if that is what you are comfortable with. The forgetting part is the hardest but if you trust me, then trust this--with the passage of time comes the forgetting. You go where, do what you must to be content within. That too comes with the moving on and out.
ReplyDeleteOh my, this is the epitome of how I feel oftentimes. Sad, but true. Thankfully I bounce back. You always depict feelings, emotions and thoughts so clearly with words. How do you do it?
ReplyDeleteI think we all face that temptation sometimes. I usually spend a weekend alone all to myself with several pints of ice cream :)
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