It feels as if I’ve been hit by a
cannon ball from all sides
my midriff is purple with bruises
from within
my jaw aches from clenching, my nerves
on edge
chest tight, I don’t get enough
air
the waves are too big, too strong,
I’ve lost all my strength
but I can’t bring myself to say you
have won,
I must just decide what it will be
I will be fighting for.
I keep wondering what if anything is worth those jaw clenching chest tightening moments. Fuck 'em kiddo, you have mind that is your ship against the seas.
ReplyDeleteDon;t give in to the blows.
ReplyDeleteOtherwise you are fine and dandy . . lol
ReplyDeleteGosh, you have been hit for six . . :)