We are so full of triggers
full of learned behaviour,
is it even possible to undo it all?
Every day I go about
catching myself ere I speak without thought,
I look with scepticism at every rule,
I question the steps I’ve been taught
and very little stands up to scrutiny now,
I was filled with horror, fear, shock, anger,
entertained thoughts of vengeance and war
but this war was already waging,
within.
It is said, we need to reach the bottom
before we can rise,
we have to face every fear,
we have to realise ourselves
as sovereign, autonomous beings,
we have to recognise
we are from here, from this earth,
we do nOt need to fit in, belong, conform,
we have our place, we are perfect, whole, free souls,
meant to wander freely as we desire,
with respect to nature, to mother earth,
live with the sun and the moon,
live with the seasons,
and we will be filled with light,
rewarded with love,
live in peace and joy……
Much love for this. Beautiful.
ReplyDeleteWhat we are meant to be is often forged in fire and tribulation. Stay the course and soon enough there is no fire, beyond light and warmth worth fleeing.
ReplyDeleteA time of transition - life is always about transition we transition internally and externally. The journey is complex as we try to transition from the past to present. Fear and triggers will always hold one captive, it's a strong force but, I prefer to move forward looking for light, peace and true love. The future is uncertain, we must live in the "now".
ReplyDeletewishing you a peaceful transition in which ever realm you dare to travel.