Wednesday, May 26, 2010

the door has opened







I created this one door away from heaven in a time of turmoil and distress; and found here a haven, a place I could breathe, while around me the air was thick with dust. Dust from a past that wouldn’t let go, with ghosts that haunted the days, which I tried to outrun, which I tried to escape, all the while dancing on a path of quicksand…

As I stood at this door I heard the rumble of distant storms and threats, while I delved in the darkness and reveled in thoughts without a glimmer of that promised sunrise. Even time seemed to slip through my fingers untouched, without hope, without change, it was dust.

Yet even a rock must yield in time, to the pounding of the waves, submit to the waters that wash and cleanse, become pliable in its ways. One full moon passed and then another, and still in the air I could hear the tune of those silent murmurs that soothed; ever-present, while turning the key.

Now before me lies a glimmering sky and its gift-wrapped the world in pure gold, inviting me in, to test and to taste, and I’m itching to explore. And I daren’t stand and linger on this threshold, what surprises are passing me by? What treasures are out there just waiting for me to uncover and unwind? This haven is here, will always be here, invariably I will be back, but now is the time to bid you adieu, its time to re-enter the world…


picture: http://umayumay.deviantart.com/art/tuce-163009741



61 cool comments:

Opaque said...

News doors open with brand new possibilities and optimism!

Brian Miller said...

go have fun shadow...play until you are too tired to keep your eyes open...

Bernadine said...

Hi Shadow

We'll miss your lovely poems. Come back soon if possible. It was nice to have a fellow blogger from SA to support.

Fireblossom said...

Happy trails, Shadow. May the wind be forever at your back.

Scarlet said...

Aww, I'll miss you and your amazing writing! All the best for a bright & beautiful future.
Thanks so much for your feedback on my writing!

Much love xx

Felicitas said...

Shadow, I'm very happy to know that you have found your way to a good place. Enjoy! And should you choose to wax poetic about your new adventures every now and again, I'm sure you'll find all of us right back here.

Best wishes, always!

Syd said...

Awww, Shadow, I am sorry that you are leaving here, even if not permanent. I feel as if all my blogger friends are moving on. Their stories and lives that I have come to know won't be a part of my present. I hope that you will return occasionally to say how you are. So many of the old timers have moved on. Maybe I will also at some point. Take care and God bless.

Hootin' Anni said...

Awwwwww, my dear Shadow....I was just thinking of you yesterday. Wondering how you were. It has been so long since last you wrote on your blog. I was hoping against all odds you were well and doing in your life, happy things!!!

Now you come here to say good-bye to us? I will truly miss you. But, I'm pleased for you and your chance to become whole once again. You will always rock our world....and you'll be missed.

jason evans said...

A fitting close, and although it is sad, I wish you well on your new path.

LceeL said...

I am going to miss you - but I'm glad you're in a good place. That, more than anything, is what's important.

Stay in touch, 'K?

Andrea said...

Blessings and prayers,
andrea

Cinner said...

Hi Shadow, I wish you all the best. It was a pleasure to ready your poetry and I am glad through it you have come to a better place. Some may wish you happiness, some may wish you wealth, all I wish for you is what you wish yourself. Be well, and you will be remembered. take care.

Dave King said...

I just hope you feel as bright and your future is as bright as that wonderful image.

G-Man said...

So whats the problem about writing of new and happy adventures?
I don't get it. Are you going on expedition? Climbing Kilimonjaro?
Whatever...
You do what you need to do, I'll be wating...:-)

Mary LA said...

Enjoy your next adventure -- I'll miss you all the same Shadow!

Ekanthapadhikan said...

Oh Shadow. I've missed much of your recent posts and I think I come with a gift for you rather too late.

Know that I've been an admirer of your poetic prowess.

If you please, visit my blog and accept my gift for you. Let it be a parting gift from a friend from across the sea.

Caio Fernandes one more Lord's lamb said...

get into all the good doors that open in your life , dear Shadow , just don't close the good ones the stayed behind .
as this one .
hope to have news fron you .

all the best .
Caio .

Dennis the Vizsla said...

I've been wondering where you've been. Enjoy your new adventures and we will see you if and when you stop by again! :-)

Gerry Boyd said...

Boo! But godspeed and all the best to you.

TechnoBabe said...

Hi Shadow. I hear hope and even anticipation in your good bye post. The fact that you want to participate in real life and see what happens is enormous. May you find each day is a joy to learn new things and find more to love about yourself as you come to terms with the past. Hugs to you.

Jos said...

Perfect. Enjoy. xx Jos

Kitty said...

love you.

laughingwolf said...

enjoy your new freedoms, just remember to visit old friends now and then... namaste :)

Just Be Real said...

((((Shadow))))
In time, we will wait upon your return. You have brought so much to me, thank you.

Monkey Man said...

Explore. Enjoy. Stop by now and again to regale your joys and discoveries.

Gavin said...

You will be missed but I'm glad this door has been opened for you. (:

lakeviewer said...

Wow! Heaven doors opening! Hurray! Hope to see you around.

Nevine said...

Shadow, I wish you all the best. It's good to know that you have finally emerged from the darkness and seen the sun. It's also good to know that you know yourself so well... so few do. I wish you happiness and joy in your explorations of life and the beauties it has to offer. Good luck!

Nevine

Deb said...

Explore, run wild with red balloons and come back and tell us all about it! Sometimes we all need a break in order to write our best.

You're amazing! I look forward to your return!

Oddyoddyo13 said...

So long as you still come back. :)

Trish and Rob MacGregor said...

New doors are always breathtaking! But your new poems and your wonderful grasp of word imagery will be deeply missed!

Sir Thomas said...

I love this view and you.....

Sir Thomas said...

you know email me sometime.... I love your words and you have been with me from the start.... I would miss you...


just say hi sometime.... promise

Devil Mood said...

How interesting that while I was thinking of coming back to blogging, you were thinking about leaving.
It's good to know that this haven is here whenever you feel like coming back. Now have a good time exploring the starry sky. :)

Enchanted Oak said...

Wonderful, Shadow, that you have a world to explore. Go for it. Poems will come of it. Please share them here. I'll miss you.

Jack said...

omg! how beautiful words.

Go out and have that adventure you have always dreamed you would have.

I just found my inspiration today. Thank you.

xo

~ Tabitha ~ said...

Wow.Always waving your words like a magic wand aren't you?! Beautiful.

Well,you better be talking about publication my friend.You've got my email-keep me posted-anytime.

And thank you for all you have shared.

Sorrow said...

May the bliss follow you or you follow it, and
Be.

who said...

This is an awesome post shadow. I love that you are headed out on this note cause this note has that right sound to it. I can't describe really other than that except that I know what you mean about the *&^%damned dust!

I am not even going to tell you what the word verification is asking for, but it's perfect, just like you

Fireman John said...

you have been an inspiration to me and many others. I would be honored
if you consider guest posting on my blog anytime you wish. all my best to you & family.

Nes said...

Oh no for us, but oh good for you. May you live happily ever after in the real world. And if you come back, we'll all welcome you home.

Dulce said...

I love you. I love this opening of your heart and soul. AND I'll miss you so!

Good LUCK hun!

xoxo

steveroni said...

May I have one day some of the courage you display here today (yesterday, oh well!). Shadow, you KNOW I love the way you express yourself, your thoughts, dreams, fantasies, life-on-life's terms.

And...you know I love you.
steveroni

But you WILL be Bach--right? --grin!

Noelle said...

Bless you, Shadow for sharing your heart with us. I have been touched by your writing. See you soon - you won't be forgotten. :)

Sandi McBride said...

Welcome home...
Sandi

Ritz.. said...

Good writing ...

love Ritz..
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She Writes said...

I hope this word play and not you going!

spottedwolf said...

Hi sugar,

I'm glad you're finally letting go of the hold you had on yourself. I wish you all the best things in the best way they can be given. I wish you power....in hope....in love...in laughter....in confidence....and faith....but most of all...Shadow....I wish you the world.

Rustik said...

Will miss you...........

Menina said...

'even a rock must yield in time'

Lovely.

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Star said...

Sail away, sail away, sail away and may your God(dess) go with you.
Blessings, Star

joanny said...

Shadow

It will be sad to see you leave us. Your stories and poems were thought provoking as you took us on your journey through the depths of your heart, As everything in life there are opposites and now as you dance with the wind and stand in the middle of a rainbow sweetly inspired came back to us and teach us the song that you sing.

Best wishes,
Joanny

Prayer Girl said...

God bless you as you revel in your life.

I will miss your endless depth of creativity.

PG

Just Be Real said...

Glad you are back Shadow.

Jingle said...

what creative and fun post.

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Superfluous Brunette said...

'tis true, the writing is healing, a way to express what is feeling stuck inside. Things happen for a reason. From pain came your blog. I too take a break from it all, so I can go out there and just live again, not get stuck on the computer, not constantly thinking about, analyzing and giving voice to the pain...rather just living and seeing what has been learned!

The Aspirant said...

dats sumthing wads so true coz dats d reality of world, leaving and re-entering.......

Jingle said...

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